HT #4: I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING MY SISTER
I think my youngest sister has such a heavy soul. She's just 11, yet many people see her like an enemy. People are mocking, mad, and yelling at her because sometimes she's so annoying. But after all, she's just a kid. Our mom left us when she was 4 months-old. Can you imagine being a child that doesn't even have a chance to remember her mother's face? This world can't be more unfair to her. She's just a baby. Now she grows up without knowing how it feels like to have a mom, just like the other kids. As my mom's gone, I think I have to take care of her but I'm too busy taking care of myself, handling my anger, controlling my sanity, and holding my tears back every time I realize that I don't have a mom anymore. I forget that now she's my responsibility. It means I failed. I feel sorry every time I hear someone treat her badly. And that feeling gets worse when I realize that I'm as bad as those who make her feel tiny. I can't imagine w...